today

i feel like lying in bed. ALL DAY.
i do not feel like catching up with school work.
confused? you were on a 1 week summer break, you say?
yes, well a 1 week summer break, during which i was supposed to complete the intro and method section of my thesis, complete a grant matrix (don't ask) and catch up on my client's paper work.
i don't want to do any of that. and i didn't finish any of it during my 1 week summer break.
ONE WEEK SUMMER BREAK.
what a joke.
monday i am back to the grind. with meetings from 2:30 to 5:30.
i have to finish these things TODAY.
and i am at the pool watching eliza and her friend play
trying to get some of this done.
but the wind is not agreeing with me.
it is driving me insane.
the wind is blowing my papers.
blowing my hair.
the sun is irritatingly shining onto my laptop screen
the sun is ignoring the fact that i sat in the shade to avoid that.
the children are splashing.
the sun is shining.
it should be nice.